belle and i..

13Oct 2008

i just know her name is xiao bee... haha, so chubby..

u.u MISSING YOU BADLY

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Hey my baby, haha.. i’m just sitting here in my room thinking about you and how you are going to go out of country and i won't be able to see you until October 6.. Arrrggh...... i am really going to miss you like hell.. i love you more than anything cox you are my world, my life, my reason to live... there are many things that i regret... the greatest is that we didnt meet sooner.. but still nvm, thank GOD we did meet now... no matter what happens in the future, i just know that i really do love you and, babe, i wish you were here with me evy moment... i miss babe evy seconds, evy minutes and evyday, i really do... even though I see you evyday, yet still i miss babe very very much... =) Mwarkss...

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Smoooooooooooochess

Nice?? i hope baby like it..

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actually got no idea what to give babe,

at last i have the chance to went out so i bought something special, thats our first COUPLE CHAIN..!!

haha, is puzzle-look.. actually we have couple tee before, but aiiks,

what a waste, babe threw it away..

its okay, nvm..

today i went to mid with sis and mummy, i search for so long just to buy a simple gift for baby.. and tues that time i not purposely want to argue or have some fight with babe,

just i wana give you surprise..

i went to pui yi's house on thurs afternoon just to baked cookies for you,

but i really didnt mean that i dont wana replied, my hand was dirty and i never realize got msg.. so, sorree la okay? this couple chain got our name,

asked that seller curve it 1...

i bought 1boxer too, looks funny, but babe dont like it cox is not suit..

sorry again,

your birthday i nvr give anything to you, but now i already bought lar, so just SMILE and hope baby like it alright? Mwarks..

LOVE AND KISSES

Isn't she's cute??! CHUBBY huh.. =)

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Well, i've met her, oh gosh, such a pretty and cute girl i've ever met before.. when my 2nd sista bring her come over to my plaved, I just cant stop wanted to play with her.. So, sista and i brought her to playground and i give her a piggy back ride, SHE'S HEAVY lehs...!!!! My godness... when v bout to reached home, she just sit there quietly without asking anything, so i gave her some biscuit to eat, after few mins later, she said she was straving again, hahaha.. when my sis heard it, she asked her "why you eat so much, not scared have a big tummy arh?!? then she smile there.. What i mean is it's really funny you know, as a small kid like her could eat so many things in 1day.. she likes to play with my dog a lots cos my house was nothing *empty* no toy at all.. she's not purposely come here actually, was waiting for my sis's bf to come and fetch her back only so she's here for moment.. Before she went back, i've took her pic as a memory of mine, so there are some pic that i have taken........ Ohh ya, i forgot her name, when i asked her she's like.......... My name is XxxXxxXxx, i cant really heard it.. but nvm, somehow sure got chance to meet each other..

LOve and Kisses

CHECK THIS OUT...!!!

1. Kiss on the hand

*I adore you*

2. Kiss on the cheek

*I just want to be friends*

3. Kiss on the neck

*I want you*

4. Kiss on the lips

*I love you*

5. Kiss on the ears

*I am just playing*

6. Kiss anywhere else

*lets not get carried away*

7. Look in your eyes

*kiss me*

8. Playing with your hair

*I can't live without you*

9. Hand on your waist

*I love you to much to let you go*

A peach is a peach, A plum is a plum, A kiss isn't a kiss WITHOUT some tongue... So open up your mouth, close your eyes, and give your tongue some exercise..!!!

LOVE AND KISSES...!!!

I'm Soorrreeee

Lotsa things happened to me in the month of Sept..

need ages to solve it what was happening...

anyhow, still got lotsa thing which is bothering me very very much, my present relationship, parents and school life...

OH GOSH...

cant just let me relax?! i've been suffering and i know its a bit unfair for you but i cant control with others that comes into my mind..

right?

i've been trying to ignored those who are msg-ing with me and i didnt even replied them.. cant you just understand how i felt?

aiiks, i have no idea what the hell all this came to my mind.. so i just need to say

sorrrreee to you -sincere one-..

maybe you are right, i'm selfish sometimes.. nvr think about how you felt.. so now i controlling myself to behave and become a good gf of you.. ok?

today i felt kinda upset too that nvr replied you for the whole day, actually not low credit larh, just a reason..... cox i dont felt like msg-ing,

maybe my mood was not that good.. if we continue msg, i also will find things to argue.. sometimes

i wonder how much i LOVE you or how much i MISS you perhaps?

hmM, i know very well that you treats me in a very good and always be there whenever i need you, sorrree babe.. i was lying, cox i'm too angry that time,

so what thing comes out from my mind i just say out..

i know babe is a very good guy i would say.. SO?? please forgive me alright? babe,

you gave me the sweetest memories

i ever had and first time celebrating my bday with my love ones..

made my celebration turned

to a wonderful and special one..

i'm so glad to be your girlfriend now.. from now on, we dont quarrel much ok?

appreciate the time when we meet..

i would say each time i went to shopping, i will think of buying something for you..

i dont know why.. Eventhough last time we have broken up, but now we still can maintain a good relationship... =)

ohh ya, today whole day i cant online cox sista was playing games, chit chat, this and that, so i decided night is my turn to play..

unfortunately,

while i was playing, her boyfriend is disturbing me, asked me to let her online if i want some souvenir from him.. is CANDY... hahaha my favourite sweets..! since he miss my sista so so much..

what to do, just let her play lorh.. when she reached home, she bought some cake and mcd for me cox knew that i would let her play

if there is some delicious food for me.. without any advantages, i would not let her play 1.. haha..

opps~!!

it's late, i'm going to sleep now.. haha, here i comes babe, meet you in my sweet sweet dreams..

NIGHT.......... MWARKS..

A very Happy Birthday to BABE..

Baby, wanted to sing a songs for you.. but i was just too shy to sing infront of you.. haha, Nvm, its the same also.. here i go...

*Happy birthday to you
*Happy birthday to you
*Happy birthday to you my dear~
*Happy birthday to you...

NICE? not nice also say nice, =) seldom sing to plp de le... truly from my heart..! Mwarks..! although we cant celebrate together today, cox of tuition, sis spend all, this and that.. but after this trial we will see how alright? today is a very boring day for me.. other than games, sleep, eat and watch tv.. i really got nothing to do.. cant meet my babe although is his BIRTHDAY... SIGH.......... why am i so failure?! aiiks, earlier that time i was planning everything to give you a surprise.. but last minutes, babe tell me that he cant make it.. i'm sorry to you babe, nvr ask your opinion before i plan this, and nvr think that babe will go tuition today.. this months lotsa plp birthday, 1 of them is my 2nd sista, so today went to jusco with my first sista just to buy a small cake to her and have a simple birthday party without anything (what am i crapping?) ahyo, i mean not counted as party larh, but everyone is here included her boyfriend but not my boyfriend ofcourse.. after this and that, at last we can eat the cake.. 1words for me, yummy..! the cake is okay for me, not too sweet and not too bitter.. opps, 1 thing i cant forget is i haven choose a present for babe.. thats really really really BAD..!! but soon i will think what to buy ok? cox what i wanted to give dear is already gave-wallet, a pillow with a shape 'love' that i sew, tee-shirt (HUG) but for sure not to buy you a sandals or slipper.. =) everything that i wish to buy, you already have... OH GOSH, tell me what to do?! no idea, just hope babe enjoyed the day with your friends ok? i'm sure that after yamcha sure play dota till very very late, so lastly... hMm, just wanted to wish dear a very very happy birthday ok, and Hoe.. same to you too.. haha, no present for you.. lol.. sorry

-PaviLioN-

Headed to pavillion with besties today -lily and aillie-.. bought nothing other than shopping.. Took lunch at Sg.wang *wong kok char chan teng*, obviously v dont know where is the place, v find it out.. After lunch, had a walked then to Pavilion and went wong kok for yamcha and chit-chatting session again, had tea and snacks, why do v choose the same restaurant =??.. i'm so surprise that i've met Hoe, Boon Kiat and Sheng there.. Nothin much to talked, everyone was acting shy at each other *am i right*?.. Just joking anyway, don't killed me when u read this!!! Well, after that go for a movie called MIRROR.. OH GOSH, super duper scary..!! not about murdered but is about a spirit that living in the mirror.. the guy who sat beside me like nothing, no feelings and no screaming.. COME ON..!! is a scary movie larh.. what did you thinking? funny arh?! Finished movie session go for camwhoring session pulak, that's what girl ususally do laa.. =) just too free so v camwhoring and some more inside the toilet.. Where's the best place for us to camwhore?? Obviously TOILET are the Great choice.... Zzz.. Even the ah po sekalian all was looking at us, so embarassing right?.. ANd yea, got pail and mop behind us *spoil the pics* FINGER CROSSED!!

3-of us again..

got a bit blurr~

AN EVENTFULL DAY..

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Wow, seems like i gotta really appreciate my holidays time which wont last forever of course..

Frustrated gilerr wei... As you all know, my exam just around the corner, and its turning everyone into zombie, i'm the 1 of them.. sighs,

Too much holidays are bad for me guysss!... i cant take it anymore..!!

i'll feel like doing anything other than nothing..! even school looks like a vacation place to me now

=( cox v just chat chat chat and chat.. Days pass just like watching the seconds on the clock going round and round with no real use..

While, others are busy in school, and having great time at doing their nobody business hmwrk...

Sent smses to my old friends to keep in touch and to see if they are interested to go pavillion together next weekend..

Unfortunately, 3 messages are unreplied, and 2 of them are busying with their stuff, lastly..some of my friends already have their own group already.. arrgghhh, thats not good.. so, what's next?? or shall i mean, whose next??...

MISUNDERSTANDING..

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*Pheeewwwwwwww*

Sorreee x1000!!!

I've have not been bloggin about few weeks, i've felt depressed lately but i'm fine now.. First of all i would like to apologize to baby.. 'i am so sorry babe'...! v always had an arguments these day and unhappy memories as well.. OH GOSH, it was past year things actually.. okay, stories.. Today had a big fight after the lunch, while i walking through to the bus-stop, i tried to ignore everything and tried not to do anything.. you are the 1 who scold me when i did not show you i was angry or sad.. you try to blame everything on me and act innocent so that you have the chance to go out with her this friday??! arrghh.. was that i'm just too jealous cox she's a friend of mine? last time when you act like you don't care me but you still wanna talk bout me infront of her?! this is making me insane till the max.. by talking crap and pretending all that plus denying makes you happy, then go ahead.. UNFORTUNATELY, i was wrong..! babe care bout me so so much, i was misunderstanding him.. he went to times square with his bro and the girl that i'm saying just to buy the tee-shirt that i admired for so so long.. SOBS.................. it took us 1 day to solve the arguement.. babe, i wanted to tell you...actually it is a stupid thing you did for me.. but i know why you still do it.. cox you really <3 ME.. haha.. its not truly all our fault, half of it was my fault too... thats why i blamed myself for scolding those nonscence to you this evening.. *SLAP-SELF*.. I just wanna be a good girl, good gf, and of course a very very good wife of you..

*Puhhhhhhhhhhhhhh*

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CONCLUSION..

i guess i need to do it more than i crap here... haha.. so... let's work hard to be a good wife..!!!

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