i don't know how am i going to start my blog since
i'm the one who made a very big mistake to you..
Firstly, erm...
i need to apologize to you because i have already failed you..
although i did not lie to you in words, i lied to you with faces that did not belongs to me..
i never meant to ruin the relationship between us,
please forgive me!!!!
for all the hurt that i have caused you when i was in ns, you come into my life at a time when i needed you the most and
v also talk about so many things that i started to realize my heart could actually
feel something other than hurt..
i know that i'm not perfect enough for you i mean the way i treated you but at least you can correct me? you must know that i don't want to give you up.. i have waited for so long to hold you and now you want me to let go just like that?
ain't we belong together like i said
everlastinglove1403?
i just wanted to love you in only the way you deserved to be loved, never realizing that i was the one who destroying myself and you right now..
"BIG SIGH..............."
i love you alots and you know that too, right?..
i guess i just need to vent and let you know how i feel.. please don't take my venting the wrong way..
i do love you and don't want to break up with you cause that would just make me even more imperfect than i already am, well...
no one is perfect also ma..
though i've been through a lot of pain and sacrifices in loving you, it doesn't matter for me cause i love you so so much and i really mean it kayh.. i know it's difficult for you to decide, but whatever the outcome of our relationship is, i just want you to know that
"i've never regreted any moment of our relationship"
and will cherished the good and bad memories of what we had together.. all the things that i told you about hw i felt and
how you make me feel was
T R U E.. nothing else mattered to me except hearing the laughter in your voice when you was happy.. you have given me so much more than i ever realize,
CHIUN,
i just want to say sorry if i hurt your feelings...
LOVE and KisSes